No fucking day of reckoning

So as I was getting all prettied up to go pick him up with a plan to work shit out I get a call that he has been arrested. The fucking county pressed charges. I cant do a damn thing about it I cant call or write or visit and neither can the kids until May fucking 12th. So because they see me as a victim now I have to deal with all the real shit storm stuff alone. I should have never called the cops. Fuck, fuck fuck FUCK. I am obviously losing it right now. More later when I get more news as of right now he doesn't even have a bond amount.