Day WTF ever it it Im to frustrated to even know right now.

Warning: whiny rant to follow.


So "S" is out of jail and the hospital but since I am the "victim" there is a no fucking contact clause. All this does is make me more of a fucking victim. All it does is leave me to handle everything on my own again. How the hell does that help me. Before everyone comments with the its a good law it's for safety shit, I get that I really do but each situation should be evaluated on its own. Domestic assault is not a cookie cutter offense. I have to worry about the bills, take care of the house, work every damn second of overtime I can and still handle all the kids stuff and all the house shit and taking care of everyone and because of one night I have 6 weeks of doing this on my own WTF. This rant was brought on because of my inability to operate a stupid drill. Because since the income I was expecting was about 140 dollars less then I expected I now have to send my new furniture and electronics back. I hate that my kid has to suffer because his parents dont have their shit together. And also have to figure out how the hell to feed a family of 4 for an entire week including at least 1 box of candy for the kids on Easter Sunday for less than 50.00. I seriously hate that I called the cops you better fucking believe I'll never do it again. Never again.


This Rant was brought to u by the letters F M and L and the numbers 4 and 1 as in the number of people I have to support on the amount of income to support 1.