oh no I'm wavering.....I just had to pack S some clothes and broke down bawling when I got his shower bag together. WTH. Even wrote a note and put it in his bag and signed it with our version of I Love You.....We say No Matter What instead of Love u.
Dammit I know I'm making it harder on both of us. Why why why.
Hopefully I will get over this before he calls later to talk to the kids. I can't lead him on or let myself think there is still a chance. But im pretty sure he wants to be with someone else But why do I feel this way......
cuz as much shit as I talk I love him and I miss him terribly. Fuck.
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